Monday, July 6
lift me up.
You know,
Sometimes, I’d like to meet a person who completely understands what I strive for and who I really am.
Sometimes, I feel that the best person to ask an advice from is a stranger, probably one where i meet in the ladies or some random guy in a bus queue. Because maybe, that stranger would give me an honest solution, a truthful answer. Because that stranger would probably not take sides. And also, because that stranger being a stranger, would just speak his or her mind, on the spot.
Sometimes I don’t know who to turn to. Its really rare to find a friend who completely understands nowadays. I am grateful to say I have a few people in my life who do, but majority of the people I know, they either pretend to be or they just don’t. There are so many things out in the world that brings me down. But maybe that’s how it’s meant to be.
Im tired. I think people who hate me for no reason should just count from ten million backwards by thirteens. Those who pretend they care should just seriously don’t bother already. And those who love me for who I really am should kiss their reflection in the mirror. Twice.
Eh I don’t even know what Im saying or thinking anymore. Its late, I should be sleeping.
G o o d n i g h t. D r e a m s w e e t .