Tuesday, June 16
i miss you
You have no idea how frustrating it is when its already close to 3am in the morning and I was still tossing and turning in bed. Unable to sleep. And I had lots of questions with no answers and an aching feeling of emptiness, compounded by the fact that I wanted to scream and scream out loud and non-stop. Woah you have no idea okay? You know sometimes I feel that I should just clone myself or something since I cannot divide myself and be there for every one of you who needs my help in a way or another. Im tired. Thing is, you have problems and so do i. But i prefer not to talk about it because i put you first. Do you see what I mean? But dont get me wrong. You know I will still be there, no matter what. I will still love you all the same, come what may. Just know that I will never give up on you, you and you too.
Hmm what happened today? I woke up slightly later than usual, sulking because I didnt have enough sleep. And oh the weather was so nice i still wanted to snuggle up in bed. But too bad, everyone's life is unfair so I had to go to school. It was raining heavily when i woke up, when i showered, when i was getting ready. But the rain stopped when I was waiting for the bus. So much of bringing my red umbrella to school-.-
My red umbrella aside, i walked to school with Dee. Still sulking, because i was sleepy. Seriously sofeeyah? Okay but then i had breakfast with the usuals and their jokes got me all perked up. The rest of the day was fine, except the part where I put in so much effort in my powerpoint slides but stumbled upon (most of) my words while presenting and i yawned countless number of times and i felt like dot dot comma dot because obviously I screwed up. Ah, very disappointing.
After school, headed for some boring photography talk, and then had chocolate and banana waffle to cheer me up (pathetic right) and chilled with Aneey for a while. Then we headed home, I slept in the bus while listening to Breathe by Anna Nalick on repeat. Hahaha pathetic laaah. Right now, all i want to do is finish up my rj and wait for the idiot to come online. It has been days :(
I cant wait for friday :)
Goodnight