Sunday, October 5
people like you. no, not you. the one behind you.
We have replaced, been replaced or will become replacements in time.
Sometimes we know what we're getting ourselves in. Bearing in mind the consequences, we still do it anyway. Maybe we're looking for pleasure or something to alleviate this pain inside. Most of the time, we do it because we want to feel special or disregard someone in the past by having a replacement. Will this pain-killer benefit you in the long run? You know it won't because it's temporary. Numbing the pain inside only makes you incapable of feeling true emotion. Imagine being emotionally unresponsive for the rest of your life.
What would you do if your supply of pain-killers are running out? Growing too tired of having so many different types of replacements. By then, you'd probably be deadened and benumbed to even care about who you'd choose to spend the rest of your life with. From time to time, we need to feel hurt and carry on life with this pain throbbing in our hearts. Be it alone or not, we have to learn to move on and heal slowly without any external influences involved. Using and playing with another's mind just for the sake of moving on is really selfish.
You might say that you could learn to love them. Come on, deep inside your heart you know what's the answer. I believe that what goes around comes around. If you do it to someone today, you might get a taste of your own medicine one fateful day.
You know, it's all right to feel hurt but it's never okay to hurt another just for the sake of healing yourself.
Ah, people like you will never learn.
Anyhoos, studied with Zara today. She taught me a little of Chemisteri while i taught her a little of Philosofee and we both studied about Milk and Cancer cells and Ice creams and the darn good Brownie and we talked about the never-ending list of things we need/want to buy/do "AFTER O LEVELS". 67 lists also not enough.
Goodbye sugar pies :D