Monday, September 22
harsh transitions
"True friends stab you in the front", they'd say.
Yes, true friends might probably stab you in the front. They (usually) do things right in front of you. They tell you secrets. And they hurt you right before your eyes too. Backstabbing is usually said to be an act of selfish distrust. True friends stab you in the front? Well to me, it doesnt relly matter where you get stabbed. Right? Because a stab is still a stab. Hurt is still hurt. "Some" friends of mine are always there to listen to my problems and are always there when it comes to fun, jokes, laughter. Talk about going to the extent of calling them my good friends...
I ask you, is a good friend still noble when he/she is involved with the problem itself? Would a good friend sacrifice? Would a good friend compromise? Would a good friend know whats secret and whats not? Would a good friend go the extra mile for you? Would a good friend care about how you feel till he/she would try to see the world through our eyes? What makes a good friend better that just a friend anyway?
Well, at least this has taught me to choose my friends wisely. Yes, time to be picky-choosy. I dont know if their actions make them befitting to be called a good friend. But whatever it is, I will try my best not to give up on these friendships I have formed. I love the poeple around me, really.
Ah, hello babes. School was not great, but fine. I didnt get caught for detention thingy again. Heh heh. Lucky or what.
The same energy in me is now a dead battery. Im tired. I MUST practice my maths and read up on my QA notes. In three minutes.
I can do this.
I will do this.
I must do this.
PS: Stabbing partner!!!! Lets do our job. Im so stressed out already.