Wednesday, August 27
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SMASHING HITS!
YOU ARE LIKE CANCER.
WITHOUT ME EXPECTING ANYTHING, YOU SLOWLY GROW TO BE A PART OF ME. GRADUALLY, YOU TOOK OVER AND CHANGED MY LIFE, COMPLETELY.
AND BECAUSE OF YOU, I CHERISHED MY LIFE EVEN MORE. I CHERISHED ALL THE SECRETS, MESSAGES, JOKES, HINTS, SMILES AND THE TIMES WE'VE SHARED. I CHERISHED EVERYTHING, FOR THE REASON THAT I KNEW I MIGHT NOT HAVE A LOT OF TIME LEFT.
I THOUGHT, I COULD LEAD A HAPPY LIFE DESPITE THIS TORMENT YOU KEEP ON INFLICTING.
BUT LIKE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IN LIFE, IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO INEQUALITY. THEY SAY THAT NOTHING'S FAIR IN LIFE. AND IM COCKSURE THATS OH SO TRUE.
WHY? INDIRECTLY, YOUVE TURNED MY WORLD UPSIDE DOWN, CHANGED THE CURRENTS AND ALTOGETHER, REMOVED THE SUN. YOUVE TRIED EXPLAINING IN EVERY WAY YOU COULD. BUT THESE MEMORIES KEEP ON RUNNING, A SERIES OF A THOUSAND DIFFERENT PHOTOS FLASING INTO A TIMELINE OF THE MOMENTS WE HAPPEN TO SHARE. THESE INTERMITTEN FLASHES, I COULD NOT HELP BUT TO JUST STARE.
MY EYES OPEN, YOU ARE THERE. AND THEN, QUESTIONS START APPEARING IN MY EVER SO TROUBLED MIND. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? WHAT HAPENED TO ME?
THESE SIMPLE QUESTIONS ARE WORSE THAN THE "WHY IS THE SKY BLUE?" QUESTION. (EVEN THAT HAS AN ANSWER TO IT. I JUST FOUND OUT THAT ITS CAUSED BY DIFFRACTION OR SOMETHING OF THAT SORT.)
OH WELL. I GUESS TO LIVE IN DOUBT IS THE BEST WAY TO BE AS THE TRUTH MIGHT JUST TARNISH THIS UNMISTAKABLE TRAGEDY.
TO KNOW, TO MEET, TO LOVE AND THEN TO PART.
I SWEAR THATS THE SADDEST THING OF A HUMAN HEART.
THE SADDEST THING I TELL YOUUUUUUUUUU! :(
Everyone longs to belong, my dear.