Tuesday, August 12
(!!!!!!!!!!!)
I felt as if I'd been running and running as fast as i could up the longest, steepest mountain in the world, only to find, when i arrived at the top, that what awaited me there was a brick wall into which i slammed, face-first.
Yes thats how i feel now.
Hello cruel world.
If you were to ask me how was my day, i'd say
" Moderate."
If you were to ask me how am i, i'd say
" Awesome."
If you were to ask me what i have been doing for the past 3 hours, i'd say
" Staring at some quotations."
If you were to ask me to share it with you, i'd say
"Of course, sure, why not?"
And then i'd say,
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'"
And then, i'd also say,
"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel."
And probably you'd just walk away.
Heh. Perangai (!!!!!!!!!!!)