Saturday, July 5
in the doldrums
The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor. And the one who kneels to God can stand up to anything.
~anonymous
I really like whats going on in my life but somehow, somewhere, i dont. I feel like i am lost in a crowd. Sometimes, i get so barking mad at myself. I dont even know the difference between WANT and NEED.
And and and. My life is full of ironies. Why? I feel like as if, it's spinning out of control.
Last night, I was in bed, trying to work through my muddled train of thoughts. The train didnt seem to know where it was going. Well, I've never been more confused in my life! I think, im happily depressed. Ahhhh. God knows what that means. Happily Depressed.
I cant believe, all my cheerful definition have dissolved by my unhappiness.
I cant be unhappy all the time, right? Right.
This post isnt a random one. Im vomitting my thoughts. Because suddenly, my confidence is oozing. Haha!
Thats why, ive decided to accept my quirks, enjoy my oh so climatic life's little pleasures.
Yesss. Im going to welcome the gifts and curses of life.
And im going to take time to appreciate the small things in life. It is said that little things make you happy in the longrun.
And i pray to God, that it would turn out to be an incredible human experience.
Oh yes. Pretty please.
Well a girl can still hope, can't she?
Unveil the soul.