Monday, June 23
GIRL INTERRUPTED
No, you dont have the permission to yawn for this post.
It's about time to be a little selfish. To forget about always doing the 'right' thing. To sometimes disregard others' expectations of me. To not worry about convincing others to see my point of view or to understand my decision.
I really cannot be bothered of what others want to think of me. Arrogant? Okay, my url has nothing to do with me. Im neither sweet nor arrogant. There was a history behind it but history is history. Im just plain lazy to think of new ones and go around tagging people to relink. You can go on gossipping and what not. Because i dont care.
Oh god. Ive been criticised so many times by so many people since people wont know how to define me. A lot of narrow-minded people will think that it's darn hard to put me in a category, because they dont really know what i am all about. But slowly, and surely, someday, I'll show you people where i came from and who i really am.
Sigh. I've decided to let the haters hate, and let the doubters doubt. I only have one life to live and the clock is ticking. I stand by my life, and i wont dignify this bullshit with any further response. But if right now, you feel your choler rising, then girl, get your claws out baby! [IF, being the operative word.]
On another note, first day of school was nice. Arif was so noisy in class and unfortunately but fortunately, im sitting beside him. And he wont stop going on and on and on about Shila. Haha.
Oh. The bestest bestestest part of the day was about "Tafsir Mimpi". Zara and i, both had our eyes streaming with suppressed laughter. Gosh. That was crazy.
I want to erupt with laughter with my friends again tomorrow. But everytime Tuesday comes, I feel like sticking a shotgun in my mouth. In fact, I should. Tomorrow's physics retest. Heh. Goodbye sweethearts.
PS: Fatin, i hope you loved the gift and the card and the poem :]
PPS: Aman, i'll do the survey when im in the mood. And i love. Your teeth. =)
First they ignore you. Then they laugh at you. Then they fight with you.
And then you win.