Friday, April 18
life's like that.
Hey cupcakes.
Yet again, the week is coming to an end. Its drawing so close to mid year exams and only now i realise how complacent i have been. TSK TSK TSK.
Yesterday's malay oral was good. Well, better than last year's. (Because last year i actually shed a tear in front of Cikgu when i got stuck during the conversation part and she actually laughed.) Im just glad i didnt screw up.
And then, i received a call after school from my dad, saying that my grandfather was admitted to the hospital. I was so so so so sad because i couldnt get to visit him. His condition was getting from bad to worse. Last night, when i spoke to him over the phone to ask about his condition, all i could hear in reply was him sobbing. I was helpless. Really helpless. I just hope God will cure him as soon as possible, just like how He recently cured my tonsils so that i wont have to go for lasering.
Today was just like any normal day. Oh and i finally finished my speech which was supposed to be handed in like, three weeks ago? Ha.
And about F&N, God knows!! Today, school was just like any normal day. Just. Like. Any. Normal. Day.
It seems like lots of people are having problems. Problems with studies, families, teachers and friends. I wish to help. I want to help.
But for some, they have problems with their ownselves. To make it sound better, they have problems with ME. Maybe the less said the better..?
My days are too short even for love. Then how can there be enough time for me to entertain all these? Tell me bout it. Sigh!
The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being.
His heart withers if it does not answer another heart.
His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.
- Pearl S. Buck