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Sunday, April 13
if i can recall

Good morning sweethearts. Sorry for the improper updates. (Im apologising coz im pretending that the whole world is reading my blog. Hee.)
Okay lets see if i can recall.

Tuesday:
My primary one sister got back her Ejaan book. For the first time in her primary school life, she spelt one of it wrong. Since she's never done corrections before, this was how she did:



Umm, after that i cant really remember what exactly happened.

Wednesday: I had my first session of F&N Practical exam after school. Then sat with BFT++. I was happy but it was a fleeting emotion. Whatever.

Thursday: Had a debate during english. My group vs Jordan's. My group won, because when you debate with numbnuts like him who thinks ROM means Ministry of Romance, its guaranteed you'd win. It was an asswipe, seriously. He was defeated :)
Oh we also had an assembly talk about bgr. It was nice because somehow, i could relate to it.

Friday: A mixture of feelings.
I had my second session of F&N Practical exam. I did the double layered chocolate cake and it was mouth watering i tell you. Hee. Everyone loved it and i felt happy :)

Then Aneey, Rasyiqah, Zara and i went to get dressed for the carnival. We helped Cikgu Rabia with the booth and my first customer was really unexpected. Again, i was speechless. Anyways, food we all sold out, so it was left with the 'air batu malaysia'. Then there's this chinese boy (lower sec)who approached me.

Him: Eh, i want one.
Me: Which flavour? We have bandung, lychee and pineapple.
Him: Lychee ah! Two! (He was yelling at me. Yelling when im right in front of him.)
Me: Okay, so that will be... sixty cents.
Him: Eh, i sell you my body la. You choose you want one night how much. Now i got no money. (Damn it, he was YELLING.)
Me: Dont be rude. Take it or leave it.
Him: *Laughed with his other friends, stared at me, threw the air batu msia onto the table and left.

Fucker.
I felt so hurt. Because he had no respect for me and he stooped so low on me. Moreover, he yelled! The people around us was watching and laughing. I was on the brink of tears but i controlled myself. Stupid childish brat. Maybe if he would become a male prostitute in the future (insya allah), he'd cost the ladies sixty cents per night. Brainless idiot.

So that was one of the reasons why i got so pissed off. But then Aneey and Zara dedicated Irreplaceable by Beyonce for me and i felt abit better :)

And then and then and then i got so upset, sad, confused yadayadayada because of______ and also because of _______.(i dont wish to mention it here.)

Note to self: I should stop delving about his life.


I went back home early so that i could have some time on my own. I havent cried in so long. So i guess it was ok for me to cry every once in a while. Yupp, then i came back home, showered and cried myself to sleep, reflecting about the day. I fell into a deep beauty sleep and when i woke up, i was fine although i was kinda peeved with people. I moved on.

Later that night, Aneey called to tell me that since we helped Cikgu, she's taking us out for dinner tomorrow. And the best part is that we get to choose the place and time. I cant wait for tomorrow. :)

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Yesterday: I had tuition. 3 hours of studying maths and physics. Worth it. After that, i went to my granny's place. She was admitted into the hospital a few days ago but after the "PSP TREATMENT", she got discharged. How cute.
Then i was telling her about smashing hits.

Grandma: Jangan terlalu suka, nanti duka.
Me: Alaa, da duka pun.
Grandma: *Looks at me and we both giggled.

Today: I will be giving tuition in a couple of hours time. I cant wait to leave home coz i love long bus rides. But now, i hate to go to Yishun. Because.. just because.
Sigh!

I have lots of work to do but i just couldnt be bothered. To make matters worse, my mid year exams are nearing. I dont know if this is called complacent. Well, i think it is.


She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
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