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SUGARUSH
Usually I'm humble, right now I don't choose
You can leave with me or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant, I call it confident
You decide when you find on what I'm working with

I've decided to turn off the radio. I aint listening to smashing hits no more. Enough said.

But thank you girlfriends, for keeping me strong and being by my side. Really appreciated that. Hah. Anyways its no big deal. I am just losing something adorable; nothing more. Besides, i have more important things to prioritise on. For example, my mid year exams, my mother's birthday gift, Hanu's belated birthday gift(he asked me for the moon.) and helping my friends in their times of need.

What do i say? As usual, i would reach school just in the nick of time. As i entered the parade square, i had an unsettling feeling that i was being watched by people. But then again, maybe its my hair - bad hair day. But as how Arif would put it, "messy is sexy". Haha. I dont really agree to that (in my case) but let it be.

Started the day with Maths. I was asked to go to the board and answer a math question. I was partially right, but was still told to stand at the back of the class. I wasnt angry with Mr Teoh though. I know its my fault, i havent studied enough. Anyways, i stood at the back with Li Hua who was mumbling to herself. And i got a clear, disgusting view of ___'s back. I'd love to go lingerie-shopping with her to get her proper ones(bras) which fits her perfectly. I mean, she's gonna be a grandma soon. Hahaha. Ok skip!

After Maths was Physics. I did not pay attention coz i was doing the malay peribahasa thingy, which Cikgu didnt even check, which made me regret not paying attention during physics lesson. But it's Miss Loh's lesson, so i respect.

Next was malay, which was quite fun. I found a new clown to enhance my life - Irfan.
He is so effing hilarious and can make me laugh in an instant. So during malay lesson, Irfan charged his Ipod in the class without Cikgu knowing. Crazy. And i had so much laughter with Rasyiqah and Irfan. Hee. I dont know, Rasyiqah's laughter is simply contagious :D

After that was recess. Not very fun because... just because.
F&N was up next and i really cant take the pressure anymore. Argh. Loads of stuff to do, my practical exam is this Wednesday and i am still not prepared. And coursework part A has to be completed and handed in by 18th April. Dammit.

Anyways, after F&N was english, which was free period coz Mrs Lee didnt come. I left class to sit with the girls at the canteen but then got back to class halfway coz some poeple said to do so.

School ended. Had Maths SSP. After an hour of revision on vectors, sat with BFT at our usual after-school table to mug. Adnan taught me stuff on vectors coz tomorrow there'd be a test and i have to pass. Im tired of failing. Like what Mr Teoh said, i have to have a sense of achievement. And i must give myself a chance to pass. It all boils down to attitude. Sometimes, no matter how horrible he looks, i still look up to him and respect him for his inspirational lectures (which usually takes up half the lesson). Maybe he's right, im just plain lazy. If Wee Kit can do it, so can i.

Thank you Adnan for knocking some sense into my head and you were indirectly encouraging me. So yea, i have another tutor now. Hee. After studying maths, i went to meet Ms Rina at the detention room to clear my doubts on alcohols and studied a little on vectors again. Then did homework with Adnan. Syafiq and Irfan went to play soccer, the girls went home, and Nazri was sitting at a corner, with an invisible label next to him saying "Do Not Disturb". Heh. But after Adnan left to somewhere for awhile, i went to sit with him. If i dont talk to him on school days, my day isnt complete. So i just kept quiet, waiting for him to say something. As expected, he let his feelings out to me and only after that, i could see him smile. Sigh. I guess he's having a hard time but still, im trying to brush off the grey from his sky and leave them only blue. Cheer up :)

The boys and i left school at about six. Okay, the four of them (Adnan, Syafiq, Irfan and Nazri) walked me home, to my doorstep, making sure the coast is clear. Hahah. Being my bodyguards..?

I love school because of my friends. They make me feel so special. I thank god so much for them.
I feel so blessed. <body>

I've decided to turn off the radio. I aint listening to smashing hits no more. Enough said.

But thank you girlfriends, for keeping me strong and being by my side. Really appreciated that. Hah. Anyways its no big deal. I am just losing something adorable; nothing more. Besides, i have more important things to prioritise on. For example, my mid year exams, my mother's birthday gift, Hanu's belated birthday gift(he asked me for the moon.) and helping my friends in their times of need.

What do i say? As usual, i would reach school just in the nick of time. As i entered the parade square, i had an unsettling feeling that i was being watched by people. But then again, maybe its my hair - bad hair day. But as how Arif would put it, "messy is sexy". Haha. I dont really agree to that (in my case) but let it be.

Started the day with Maths. I was asked to go to the board and answer a math question. I was partially right, but was still told to stand at the back of the class. I wasnt angry with Mr Teoh though. I know its my fault, i havent studied enough. Anyways, i stood at the back with Li Hua who was mumbling to herself. And i got a clear, disgusting view of ___'s back. I'd love to go lingerie-shopping with her to get her proper ones(bras) which fits her perfectly. I mean, she's gonna be a grandma soon. Hahaha. Ok skip!

After Maths was Physics. I did not pay attention coz i was doing the malay peribahasa thingy, which Cikgu didnt even check, which made me regret not paying attention during physics lesson. But it's Miss Loh's lesson, so i respect.

Next was malay, which was quite fun. I found a new clown to enhance my life - Irfan.
He is so effing hilarious and can make me laugh in an instant. So during malay lesson, Irfan charged his Ipod in the class without Cikgu knowing. Crazy. And i had so much laughter with Rasyiqah and Irfan. Hee. I dont know, Rasyiqah's laughter is simply contagious :D

After that was recess. Not very fun because... just because.
F&N was up next and i really cant take the pressure anymore. Argh. Loads of stuff to do, my practical exam is this Wednesday and i am still not prepared. And coursework part A has to be completed and handed in by 18th April. Dammit.

Anyways, after F&N was english, which was free period coz Mrs Lee didnt come. I left class to sit with the girls at the canteen but then got back to class halfway coz some poeple said to do so.

School ended. Had Maths SSP. After an hour of revision on vectors, sat with BFT at our usual after-school table to mug. Adnan taught me stuff on vectors coz tomorrow there'd be a test and i have to pass. Im tired of failing. Like what Mr Teoh said, i have to have a sense of achievement. And i must give myself a chance to pass. It all boils down to attitude. Sometimes, no matter how horrible he looks, i still look up to him and respect him for his inspirational lectures (which usually takes up half the lesson). Maybe he's right, im just plain lazy. If Wee Kit can do it, so can i.

Thank you Adnan for knocking some sense into my head and you were indirectly encouraging me. So yea, i have another tutor now. Hee. After studying maths, i went to meet Ms Rina at the detention room to clear my doubts on alcohols and studied a little on vectors again. Then did homework with Adnan. Syafiq and Irfan went to play soccer, the girls went home, and Nazri was sitting at a corner, with an invisible label next to him saying "Do Not Disturb". Heh. But after Adnan left to somewhere for awhile, i went to sit with him. If i dont talk to him on school days, my day isnt complete. So i just kept quiet, waiting for him to say something. As expected, he let his feelings out to me and only after that, i could see him smile. Sigh. I guess he's having a hard time but still, im trying to brush off the grey from his sky and leave them only blue. Cheer up :)

The boys and i left school at about six. Okay, the four of them (Adnan, Syafiq, Irfan and Nazri) walked me home, to my doorstep, making sure the coast is clear. Hahah. Being my bodyguards..?

I love school because of my friends. They make me feel so special. I thank god so much for them.
I feel so blessed.