Monday, February 18
vulnerable
As soon as i placed my royal butt on the parade square when i reached school this moring, I started crying. Just one weekend, and so much have happened. For the past few days, I tried to keep it to myself and putting up a happy me, but today, i just cant take it anymore.
Some people might think that the way i cry is sweet. (And i think you guys are really weird!) I keep telling myself that i shouldnt cry, because my eyes always swell to the size of saucers. But thats not the point.
Thank you Liah, Zara, Dee, Aneey and Rasyiqah for just being there and being all so concerned for me. Its just that i get so frustrated when people make wrong assumptions of me. And i also feel very very lethargic after days of sacrificing my sleep. Last night, i stayed up so late till bout 345 doing coursework. Syafiq was sweet to accompany me throughout. Slept for a while and woke up at 430 or something to study physics. You tell me, is that enough sleep for a student who has to take her exams the next morning?
No.
Today, both english and physics paper were kinda ok. And i got to know that the deadline for the submission of the coursework has been extended till Friday. Basket. I stayed up till so late, then last minute then inform. Anyways, thanks Hanuram and Adnan for helping me sort things out in the best way you could.
Im supposed to be studying for tomorrow's chem and maths paper. But looks like imma get some sleep before i faint. I wished i had red bull in the fridge now. Grr.
I should start smiling now.