Tuesday, February 26
aplomb
I have so many things in my mind right now.
More or less, results are out. I know its just ct and not the Os, but my results for most subjects are just ridiculously horrifying.
All i want is to make my parents proud at the end of the day.
I used to get high marks. I used to have goals. I used to be organised. Its all... I used to be. Sometimes I wonder whats wrong with me. Or my attitude, even. I only do my homework when i feel like it. And im not really prepared for lessons because i would feel very sleepy in class. I want to be like how i used to be - Consistent in my work.
And talk about english, Rubini's dey-ing is having a bad effect on me. Ha. My grades have dropped and by hook or by crook, i must buck up. Even if im going to admire smashing hits, my first priority will still be school and the big Os.
Also, although im surrounded by lotsa people and laughing along with them, deep down, i feel at lost. I think im weird. Alah, whatever.
Im very very very very tired.
Ok another thing i wanna talk about is the way some people blog, or basically the language they use on the net or smsing.
You know, those like:
I lurrve eeu
or
Thankieww
or
Nama kushh ____
or
Ape sheyyy
or
I lololoike!
etc
etc
etc.
I really dont get these people. Super irritating can? ACT CUTE!
Jealousy means that im great. Remember that.