Wednesday, August 22
Nasty me
The weather was good, Lit paper was easy, my mood was fine..
Until some people just had to screw my day up.
I dont know what i did to make you confront me.
Why is the blame put on me?
And why are you assuming things when in the very first place, you were the one who once told me not to assume things and all. But what now?
Im sorry i was nasty and i raised my voice. I really hate to do this. But making me the victim of your verbal abuse and wrong assumptions isnt the right solution.
I hope you understand.
Okay? I get sick of the "dengar-dengar" thingy already.
And what the heck? Is your friend not my friend? Why would i call her a slut? I know the definition of 'slut' so i dont misuse my vocab anyhow.
I thought that all these while, my patience would pay off. But no, you were kinda testing it indeed. Are you happy now that you've confronted me? And well, yea. Ask me if you have any clarifications or 'anything that is killing you inside'. I dont think we both deserve this stupid fight.
And by the way, i bear no grudges whatsoever on you. Its just.. we're going through a misunderstanding. You have your problems, i have mine too. We're both humans. We make mistakes. Nobody is perfect.
Argh.
It doesnt mean that everything you hear is oh so true. Especially if you hear it from people who loves to twist their tongue.
Sigh.
Why is all this happening?
Whatever.